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11:34 AM, Saturday, September 24, 2005 The Reason I Love Maths
mr choy - the best i ever had and will ever have. 10:08 PM, Thursday, September 22, 2005 Sub I = you, me = you, you = someone else I'm standing on the bridge I'm waiting in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now There's nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but there's no sound Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you...mmm I'm looking for a place I'm searching for a face Is anybody here I know? Cause nothing's going right And everything’s a mess And no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you... yeah yeah oh Why is everything so confusing Maybe I'm just out of my mind Yeah yeah yeah...yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you... Take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you Take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you im with you... argh. watever. the substitution doesnt seem to work. 9:21 PM, Chain Reaction I can't concentrate. I can't stop myself from thinking. I can't help thinking about it when i dont know anything about it. Yet all you think about is to run away. Leave and I will be all alone. Go on and be selfish. I cant hate you forever. You know it. But everything is still screwed up. Amy asked me what will i do if she dies. I said, " I will cry forever." If you asked me what i will do if you die, I will say, " I would rather not exist in the first place and spare myself the suffering." Then again, I think you don't even give damn about me. Hence, you wont even ask. But really. All you did was to give me a whole lot of shit. "Everyone has their own set of problems. Its just whether they talk about it or not." I know but it doesnt make me any happier. In fact, I doubt it can make anyone happier. I dont need attention. I hate pity. I am sickeningly jealous of misery because it can take its own form. Yet i can only take only the form of myself. Everyone wants to die now that you're gone. Your hands are stained with blood of your own kind. Happy now? back then, I had no one to love me there, I knew no comrade and no friend; And so I went to sorrow where Heaven, only heaven saw me bend. -emily bronte at least i have friends now. though it cannot make things alot better. btw i am not out of love. 6:13 PM, Sunday, September 11, 2005 Finally a Peaceful 911 Weather: Downpour at Bukit Gombak. 24 deg.C Been watching quite alot of korean movies this one week holiday. My Boyfriend is Type B at Vivien's house, He Was Cool at my cousin's house and Windstruck at home. Nothing to be proud of since i revised less than 3 topics for all four subjects combined. I even made time to write two entries this week. I am starting to think i am very screwed. Actually maybe i already am. But i dont think i am the only out there who is. haha Anyway, all three of the movies are somewhat similar. Boy meets Girl at some weird location and they get to know each other because of some ridiculous reason. Together, they meet with some setback(s). This is then followed by this long process of resolving the difficulty, which is usually a tearjerker. Ahh, fate! They(or we) realise they have met long time ago in their childhood through a photo or flashback. And TAdA, Happy Ending! Which leaves me to think that movies like Taegukgi(Brotherhood) get better box-office results in korea only because they dont follow the above storyline. Box-Office Results Nationwide(korea) Taegukgi ______________11,746,135 Windstruck _____________2,199,359 My Boyfriend is Type B ___1,475,454 He Was Cool _____________800,000 Woah. See the difference? But honestly, Brotherhood is smashing not just because it is refreshing. That's why i own it. :) hara behaves rather like the female korean stars. maybe that's what makes koreans hot? Anyway, this chinese racist friend of mine said he will never marry one of another race, but it excludes koreans and japanese. harlow??!? shorter than usual. didnt want to waste the precious time of me writing and u reading. I have about 12 hours more of freedom. 1:07 AM, Monday, September 05, 2005 WOrld FOod FAir 2005 SO MUCH FOOD! ok, i admit i v sua k cause i've never been to a food fair. Anyway to me, its overwhelming. Both the aromas and it vastness. Guess what is most amazing about it. I reached the place at about 2 and left at 3 plus. In the span of about one hour. I have had my fill of both lunch and dinner! Maybe a binge is unhealthy so i shant recommend you do it too. But i hereby offer u a list of food which i recommend u try. Things i think are worth trying Mango ice from the taiwan snow ice. there are 2 stalls selling the same thing, one of them is not from taiwan though. i am not being brand conscious, they simply differ very much in taste. how i know? i tried both :X Codfish Otah i thought it was a tad too expensive. its near the centre. u should be able to detect it quite easily if you have sharp ears cause there is this guy put on repeat mode, screaming "codfish sharksfin soup, one for $2" in chinese. their other codfish products look promising too. Beard Papa its cheaper here compared to the usual places if you buy more than one of its famous 5, eclair, puff, cheesecakes and chocolate-cake-like thing. free puff with every 6 dollars purchase too. Dessert Stall i bought sesame paste with riceballs(tangyuan) but the other soup bases seem quite nice also. its cheap too at $2. i only recommend it because the soup bases are rather rare. like sesame paste, red bean paste, peanut paste(not the usual soup kind). but they tasted normal i thought. Mmm.. That's all i think. Obviously i ate alot more. Maybe enough to skip tommorow's breakfast. Anyway, the fair ends on the tuesday 6 sept. Dont miss it. :D |
