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Me. I turn on 21 January 7, 2009. I am a sunny island native stuck in a place that snows.

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Cold War

As childish as it may sound, it is true. Quit telling me to see things from your perspective. I am not expecting you to see things from mine. I am childish and selfish. I admit it. You are thirty years older and yet u want start this war. U want to continue thinking that i am 12. Go on. I am not your slave. Cant i even watch 20 mins more of television in peace? I wonder what drives you to torture me.

Since you know there's such a transport vehicle called a car and u have what it takes to drive it. Why must you exploit me and my physical strength to walk that far to get you something which is so foreign to me like how mitochondria is foreign to you? And i got you the wrong one. Thats my fault huh? And ya, if u say so, i am eighteen and stupid. Happy?

Keep at it. I want to see how long it will last.

Chinese New Year

Happy Birthday to Karwai (29 jan) Shuheng (30 jan) Melvin (2 Feb)

Its been a year since i sat at my room door in rv white uniform and singing some tune. Its been a year since you ate up almost all of my prawn rolls. That was last year's chinese new year. How time flies.

I think i missed last year quite a bit. But i am looking forward to end of A levels. I think its not that i want to stop wearing uniform or get a break from all the pointless school rules. I am really sick of jc life, especially civics. Or at least my civics. Seriously, i think ms chng hates it more than we do. I cant imagine having 30 more civics lessons til my prelims.

I remember what i wrote last year. Though things like life and death are out of my control, i cant help fearing it. Fearing the day will come before the next chinese new year. I may try but i just cannot resign to fate and accept what its has in place for me. When i was young and stupid, losing someone made no difference to me. As for now, i cannot imagine its consequences.

This chinese new year was BUSSSYYY. At least, it was worthwhile. I am glad the damn video i spent hours on moved ah heng to tears. Call me sadist. But i really had that picture in mind as the outcome when i was putting the video together. Well, i felt that her tears of joy were a confirmation of the video's successfulness. :)

I hope u had an enjoyable birthday. Once again, present: $ XX dollars. Friendship priceless.


Wishing everyone a enjoyable new year!