no unintentional intentions.

Me. I turn on 21 January 7, 2009. I am a sunny island native stuck in a place that snows.

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definitions

talk:
something you do only when people want to hear you. technically, its a conversation in which both parties exchange information. Hence, the rational behind the occurence of a conversation is that both parties want to hear what the other has to say.

shut up:
something you do when u want to be heard but no one actually wants to hear what you have to say.

a lesson i learnt today. its a preventive measure to use on days when you hang out with people who might slap you in the face to remind you that u should have shut up. And, never assume security just because of company.

prep talk

everyone seems to be hung up on the idea that it works.

but i hate it since
it always leads to stupid and lazy.

Seriously, even if you talk to my mum, my dad, my grandma or my granddad(who resides in heaven), its not going to work. I know it. And, i bet you know it deep down better than i do. you cannot make me studying through coercion. I need a driver force. And coercion is definitely not of one of it. I dont know what others use as their motivation but getting good grades is not one of it for me. Without a doubt, everyone wants the good grades but to drive me with that is pathetic. And try intimidate me? forget it. u just cant do it.

i thought about why you are bothering to do this much work to "help" me. And i guess there are only 2 possiblities. one, you are very responsible and concerned. two, its in your job scope to be responsible and concerned so you have to try do it anyway. From the way you try to intimidate me, i am forcibly led to the second possiblity.

"What do you want to get at A levels?"
"If according to you say you are not smart, you think you can get the grades you want if you continue to slack?"
*there is no error in my typing. its a direct quotation.
oh man just piss off

i wonder if i can get suspended for this. haha

complexity

i hate it when things get messy. it messes up my brain. its the kind that lead u lots of thinking. thinking of this links to that and on and on. u think about stuff until u daze off.

why its not a gd thing?
its not a gd thing for me because i cant multitask for nuts. and cause i am thinking alot, i cant talk at the same time. ok i bet i sound damn stupid now.

well i m just stupid. and i face it. argh whatever

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我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的
http://www.51365.net/tv/music/娓彴/濂?寮犳儬濡筥鎴戣蹇箰/鎴戣蹇箰.mp3
here's the song. can go to the site to hear it.

u just cant turn back time, can you?
:) i think the whole album is nice.

change
this isnt v nice but i think i m super sick of the last one..