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Me. I turn on 21 January 7, 2009. I am a sunny island native stuck in a place that snows.

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Correction

i am working at chjimes, japanese dining sun. instead of wheelock place, sun with moon dining.
sorry yunru. i can pay for it. really.

work ended at 11 plus today. and i think the staff meals are so good, its making me fat. its making me eat double of what i eat usually. yum.

it was pouring when i finally reached the train station. and as usual since i am home alone. for the next few days also. i had to walk home in the rain.

drenched to the skin. music blasting in my ears. i was super cold but i also felt very shiok. haha
when was the last time i soaked in the rain and enjoyed it?
maybe one year ago, when betty and i ran round the nj track with betty, laughing like stupid idiots. haha






sorry if i am not making sense, tired!

Free Day

ernie says my hair is messy. he even asked me if i have spilt ends. like ? obviously not. i think he was suggesting my hair is a broom or something.
damn. sorry that i am obsessed with my hair.
its directly linked to my mood haha.

we went to kbox. he keeps insisting i look at mango sale. i said i m broke and i m not in a shopping mood. he asked me 3 times. seriously, there should be mango man. he will be their no. 1 fan. haha

today is a short band day. no ms chan day. i miss her. haha

no dinner day. i wanted to eat my taiwan instant cup noodles but i have to switch on the boiler and wait for water to boil. its so mafan so i just drank milk.

i am officially abandoning my supper buddy.







cup noodles. independence or loneliness? a vile mixture i guess.
home alone sucks. can someone rob my house.

LAST DAY

i was late this morning. i completely missed the alarm. and when i finally am conscious. it was already 810 am. shit lor.

So i took the taxi.
correction i couldn find any taxi and i took the mrt down to je just to get a taxi.
15 bucks eh. and that was after he gave me a discount. morning surcharge is so expensive, its 2 bucks more! wth
thats like more than 2 hours of work pay. bah

This is really weird. Like a dozen people this few weeks asked me the following 2 questions. please. i also dont know how to answer can. who wants to be single and ugly? somemore, yingying thinks its damn funny. cause her mum was one of them. the next person who asks me why i dont have a boyfriend, or why my skin is so bad. argh. oh ok i am not gonna do anything. i am gonna smile k. anger management. haha

friday is dress down day. i think it makes the office seem like a happier place. everyone is so colourful! and in jeans. but me, cause i am not supposed to wear jeans. everyone seems in a gd mood also. i received lots of food after lunch from my "colleagues". haagen dazs ice cream n cream cake!

And i had ben n jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice cream and a phonecall from shuheng for lunch. haha shuheng's voice is sustenance also. One scoop of ben n jerry's is so much more expensive than venetia. You see, one pint is 13 bucks but one scoop is 4.50. They really earn alot because one pint is like 10 scoops! ok maybe a bit exaggerated. alright 8 scoops? but you get the idea.

kinda busy day today. loadsss of letters and phonecalls.

chewy yanru sou and hanyong are all working at the same place. i am so envious. i also want lor. but nvm me n shuheng will have lots of fun at sun with moon also! with or without the hottie boss. (btw i dont think hes hot, only heng does) but the thing is, they get $125 allowance for grooming, and we dont but we still must turn up with makeup on our faces. :( unfair.

actually i kinda like this place and its people. 2 people even said they would drop by sun with moon! lots of people actually bothered to talk to me and ask me what i wanted to major in university and where i am going to. they are really genuinely friendly!

there is this really nice secretary who is fourty but she doesnt look like it at all. honestly, she looks like 30. Actually most of the ladies here are married with kids. but they look like late twenties. o m g lor. i wonder what they use on their faces and bodies. haha.

i dont know if i am happy or sad that today is the last day. i dont exactly love the job. love the people though. maybe i will love my next job better? hopefully.

1 hour more to end of work stint and of being called xiao mei. i am quite lao already though. its all relative i guess. haha
jump for joy! :)

Whee! another nice guy just wanted to offer me yet another ice cream. everyone is so nice! i really love ice cream. but since it will make me fatter, reluctantly, no more ice cream for the day.
i think i am starting to sound more and more bimbo now that i stopped schooling. actually, that seems like a fallacy because i do know lots of schooling bimbos. anyway, i shall resolve to blog with proper diction. erm the next time. haha

band prac tml. for the first time in my life, i am dreading it. let there be some sound. please.




i am starting to develop an averse reaction to people different from me because i know even if i want to become like them i will never be.

At Work 4

Ii think my blog is starting to sound more like a work journal, not that i am doing much work actually. But come monday, the real work begins. Working in food and beverage is going to be super killer, and you dont have to even try to know it.

Let me describe my current job, its basically make and answer alot of phone calls, sort out alot of mail, attend to walk in clients and press buttons to open doors. Most of it is done with my ass on the chair. And during my slack time, which happens to be rather long, i surf the net, read magazines and get drinks from free dispensing machine from the pantry. And the pay is pretty gd too. 50 cents more than what i will get from f & b. i know i am lucky. :)

Anyway, this morning this guy saw me struggling to open doors amidst sorting mail so he said, " You dont have to open doors for everyone ya know?"
I said, " Haha, its ok since its only that much that i do anyway." (which is the truth, pressing buttons to open doors makes up 90% of my work). And, yes i am the slackest person on the entire floor, and probably the only one who blogs during work time. But, i am certain my pay is also the most meagre. haha

Anyway, i deduce that it also means i am probably the most enthusiastic temporary receptionist they've ever had. They probably never had one who opened doors for everyone in the entire office floor, including the small fries. And i reaffirmed this deduction in the afternoon.

The courier delivered 5 boxes and since it was so many boxes i helped the guy to carry it into his office. And i heard this, coming from someone else in the office, " She really si bei helpful."
Hello my fault is it? Helpful also wrong. Give me pay rise la. Bah

OH the highlight of the day. My colleague treated me to coffee! i insist that hes my colleague cause i wanna be colleagues with people who make 5 digit salaries. Haha. And the coffee is really good. I dont even like coffee to start with, so it must be really fantabulous in order to win me over. Plus, there must be a reason they leave the building to get coffee when we already have a coffee machine that uses real coffee beans.

i know my work life sounds pretty pathetic, since that is already THE highlight.
Haha but i have 4J class dinner later! That THE THE highlight. I miss 'em. Its been ten thousand years since 4J class dinner.

oh ya my new workplace, u guys can visit me if you have the time or the money. sun with moon dining at wheelock place, level 3. where the real work begins. fwah




At Work 2

why am i always blogging at work?
cause i got nothing to do, and i cannot sleep. bah

after like 10 hours of sleep yesterday, i thought i was feeling a whole lot better and decided to go to work. afterall, i am very driven by money. and my lack of it.

but i am obviously so wrong lor. The morning squeeze on the train was so unbearable, i was gonna faint. Just as i was about to blank out, (though i doubt theres enough floor space for me to collapse on) this super kind soul gave up his seat. And sitting down miraculously revived me. Such kind singaporeans we have! Anyway, i could only mutter thanks. i dont know if he heard me.

I slept during my lunch break today cause i am still damn sick and tired. So i havent ate anything from dinner til now. I dont know why i am not hungry at all.
bah. nvm la. i can lose some weight from all that bingeing in taiwan. the five meals a day and lots of snacking. haha

brudder said," why you so enthu sick still go work? you want to fly back to taiwan again ar?"
-_-" i have yet to earn back what i spent for taiwan trip lor. and i suddenly cant find my 80 buck pay cheque. wad the hell. something is wrong with me seriously.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to dear brudder!



i am missing taiwan.

At Work

flight arrival from taiwan: 0015 am
supper with ying family: 0130?
home: 0230 am

ying's car broke down after it reached my doorstep. i felt extremely guilty cause i got a free ride from the airport and i think my super heavy luggage contributed to breakdown. bah.

both heng's and ying's parents came to receive them. but mine were fast asleep under warm blankets. talk about family love. haha
i dropped my phone in the carpark. it officially blanked. but like always i still hoped that my hardy nokia survives all falls and revives.

time flew.. . . .
i slept at 5 am.
woke at 7 am.
realised my phone is beyond hope. using some spare phone fortunately.

rush for work.
feeling really sleepy. and v sick.
going to work 10 hours straight because i have no lunch break. the person who stands in for me during my lunch called to report sick in the morning.

ate nothing.
and i dont feel hungry i just feel unwell and nauseous.

my hair looks like crap. it cant hold up after ivan left it.

missing oyster mee sua.
and dan bing.

5 more hours of work.



am i wallowing in self pity? yes i am. bloody yes i am.

Its been a long while

ok i finally updated. yay!

i am looking forward to seeing all of you guys at prom later. i just heard that in nj, 600 pple out of 700+ are going to prom. that's like almost everyone from our cohort. sounds like it, but i think its not true cause i can count more than 100 pple who are not going. but anyway nyjc only had like 200 pple, and their tic price was like almost twice our price. bah. we should feel quite lucky.

i only bought my prom stuff like 24 hours before prom time itself. i think i might look like a mascot. but at least i wont stop the traffic. haha see what happens.

actually, more excited abt the trip to taiwan though. if i had a remote control, i would fast forward prom and post prom and go right into the 18 degree celsius air of taipei city. Breathe really hard, pinch myself thats its reality and start partying. ah so excited. here we go tourmates, ah heng steph and ying ying.

i even called up kelvin, viv's bro, just to ask him whether they have towels in ymca hostel. he thinks i am crazy from excitement. oh well, he said i have to think of it like a hotel basically. ok that sounds gd rite. hotel with the essentials minus the luxuries? gd enough for me.

well, bye my dear buddies. i will be away from 4 - 11 dec. if u really wanna contact me, u can try email though i dont know if i have access to a computer. then again, if u are desperate, u can try a more direct way, telepathy. haha

then again, i dont think anyone will suffer from dee withrawals.

PHOTOS NEXT UPDATE. muacks. miss me.