no unintentional intentions.

Me. I turn on 21 January 7, 2009. I am a sunny island native stuck in a place that snows.

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invisible signboards

i seriously think theres something stuck on me that says talk to me! a few days back, in merely 10 minutes. Two tourists asked me for directions and this guy from california fitness asked me if wanted to sign up for gym membership.

where was i? the busy crowded orchard full of people.

what did i do? i was just trying to wait for the traffic light outside coffee club and cali.

and yes he was one of those v pesky pushers, the ones you meet when they are trying to sell something u dont wanna buy. and no, he did not happen to be tall dark and buff although hes from california fitness. To be reasonable, i know its his job and he probably doesn want be a pusher, but it just so happens that he has problems outsmarting me and zero capability in charming me.

he should try somebody else at the traffic light. so many CAN. and i seriously didnt feel like being asked to join a gym because it would mean i look damn unfit compared to the rest at that particular traffic light.

so anyway i replied that i was already a member of fitness first.he replied with some shock, " wah, so expensive you know."

at this juncture, i had two answers in my brain.

the mean one that yunru used on the sales pusher, "i like cannot ar. i got money."
or the mild one, " oh my friend works there. so i just go to her." ( which is the truth)

anyway, i gave him the mild answer and he kind of repeated my answer after me. maybe its so as to convince himself. ( i dont know why he did that)

of course, i was really nice and all. i smiled and said thank you. the green lights up, he backed away, and i crossed the road.

based on the account that he probably wont ever see this, he would probably think singaporeans are generally nice creatures.

in between the time before this update and the previous, i probably cannot count how many strangers talked to me, even on all the different modes of transport. and for all the absurd reasons, like this man who sat next to me on the train, who suddenly started giving me advice on my face. Although I sat there smiling awkwardly and nodding at whatever he had to say, what was going through my head was RUN AWAY! Luckily I alighted 2 stops later.

if theres such a thing as an invisible signboard, i wonder how i can hang up one that says single and available. only the rich need apply.
haha jk, only the truthful need apply.

the second round

"why everyone A, u no A?"

"are u sure or not, dont bluff la."

"what u get ar, i couldn find you in the newspapers."

the aftermath

clear as water
runs down my throat
burns my insides
but doesn fuzz my sight
but doesn numb anything
awake and unafraid.
asleep or dead.


i m alright.
because its what i deserve. its justified.
i dont need the "erm"s and "dont be sad"s.